Back before the sky was blue,
I was sure that I loved you.
Before the clouds had floated by,
You turned to me and said good-bye.
I’ve longed for you since that day,
My sky has gone from blue to grey.

I’ve never loved like that since then,
And I’m not sure I will again.
My broken heart is all I own,
And feels as if it’s turned to stone.
You’ve become a world away,
As my sky’s gone from blue to grey.

I miss the way you made me feel,
My soul was not yours to steal.
I wish somehow that you could see,
Just what it is you’ve done to me.
Now that you have gone away,
My blue eyes are turning grey.

Angel of the morning light
Wrap me in your misty flight
Whisper things I should not know
From beyond the summer glow

Let me drowned within your eyes
Deep beneath the sunset skies
Drape me in your morning dew
As I lay here next to you

Relieve me of my passion’s thirst
For I fear that I may burst
If I can’t hold next to me
I’ll die within my blackened sea

Fill my soul with angel’s fire
It’s your love that I require
Make me scream within the night
Angel of the morning light

Honestly, I’m already sick of Christmas.  Not the holiday itself, but all the crap that comes before the actual day.  I still have so much to do that I don’t think I’ll ever get everything done.  I know I will, but I’m really tired of the commericial part of the whole thing.  The sad part is that I can’t even enjoy the next few days, as I still have a lot of shopping to do.  However, I did have a really cool idea for my mom for Christmas.  My dad passed away about 3-1/2 years ago, and I decided to give my mom something she and Daddy never had.  I found all their wedding photos, which I’ve had since my dad died, and made my mom a real wedding album.

Some people called my dad a photographer, as he always had a camera in his hand.  The truth of the matter is that he wasn’t so much a photographer as he was a camera sniper.  He would literally lie in wait for someone to walk into his house, so he could snap their picture before they realized he had a camera.  LOL.  It’s what made his so cool.  When he passed on, my mom handed me a huge plastic tote full of family photos.  There was more than 25 years of memories scattered about in this thing, and she just couldn’t bring herself to go through it.  So, I’ve spent the past 3 years trying to make sense of all the pictures in this box.  Thing is that there are a lot of pictures of people I’ve never met.  Ironically, neither had my mother.  LOL.

So, I’m going to spend the next few days working on a few other photo albums for my mom and my sister.  I’ve found pictures of her and her kids that I’d forgotten about, so I know she’s forgotten about them.  Her children are all grown up now, and I’ve found a ton of pictures of them when they were little.  So, I thought I’d make her an album filled with pictures of her kids, mom and dad, and a few tidbits that will surely make her cry.  That’s my goal, to make them both cry before it’s all said and done with.  LOL.  Serves them right, they do it to me every year.

I know I’ll be ready when the time comes, but I really wish it was already here so I could actually enjoy it. 

Almost 3 years ago, I started one of my very first blogs, Sapheyerblu.com.  It was the first self-hosted blog I purchased and never looked back.  Over time, I created several other blogs, and this one sort of fell by the wayside.  So, I decided to give myself a little Christmas present and allow myself to get back to the real reason I wanted to be a blogger.  It’s a way for me to release myself and for my creativity to flow free.

In the future, this site will contain some of my poems, stories, rants, and whatever else tickles my fancy.  It’s not going to be your normal run of the mill site.  Just a place I can relax.  It’s high time I got back to my roots, and enjoyed my life as a writer.